Your obsession with work dude is a little creepy and unhealthy.

-Anonymous

Um I know, didn’t I make that clear when I said I was ‘certifiably fucking insane’ over this guy and that I need therapy?

4 hours ago link 1 note

I'm very curious about what your guy looks like now. Can you describe him? I know he's short, but other that, what his hair like, and his eyes? I'm sorry you're having a hard time lovely x I know it's got to be hard :/

-Anonymous

I actually drew a picture of him:

http://julvett.tumblr.com/post/79707878039/heres-a-sketch-of-my-coworker

i hope to god none of my followers know him or went to school with him because i realize that ive revealed his name and this picture along with the description that he is 5’3 is probably very telling.

6 hours ago link 3 notes

You're turning into bella swan and it's kind of scaring me.

-Anonymous

are you kidding im not bella swan, at least in twilight the dude liked her back, i’m snape snape snape snape snape nsape snape


ok im going to sleep now, not that i’ll be able to because i have long term insomnia from the nausea over this whole mess and i hope none of you who are saying you relate to my situation were actually as insane as me


Have you tried talking to any of your friends or family about this? it might seem embarrassing but maybe it'll make you feel at least bit better to let your feelings out in actual words

-Anonymous

Yeah, in fact I don’t shut up about it ever. I’ve even told THREE of my coworkers and like totally random people I don’t know, like strangers on the train, because the frustration of not being able to tell him is so high. 

1 day ago link 2 notes #Anonymous

When does the project end?

-Anonymous

It’s changing all the time, but likely September.

But you know what, it may be sooner because I’m planning on drinking a lot of wine on the train tomorrow and I may bring up this wedding thing again and exactly why it makes me so crazy. The constant wondering if he knows or not keeps me up at night, and maybe if it gets out there I can get the smallest bit of piece of mind? Maybe we can even laugh about it… or maybe he’ll be super uncomfortable and want to stop working with me immediately. 

1 day ago link 1 note #Anonymous

My family and friends put me in therapy because they all thought I was really depressed, when in reality it's because I've been in love with my best friend for 2 years and he's slowly forgetting about me. I've been lying to the therapists for the past 2 months because I would rather die than admit the fact that I've gotten to this point because of a boy. It's literally consumed my life, so I totally empathize. Does he ever show any insecurity about getting married? Cold feet at all???

-Anonymous

Oh my god, I am so sorry. I think you should tell your therapists though, I mean like, as long as you’re there. I’d love to chat with you about it, it’d be nice to talk to someone in a similar situation as me.

And no, he hasn’t shown much insecurity, honestly it BARELY comes up. When it does, it gives me such a nasty jolt. Because even in spite of how often it comes up, I just can’t see any way it wouldn’t happen. He’s been dating this girl forever, their families are so close, their venue is selected, theyve got 175 people coming. They seem married already.

He said to me today that he tries to take a trip with her every year to ‘keep things fresh’. Which I don’t understand, like, you’re 26 and unmarried and you feel like you need to keep things fresh? But this wedding is HAPPENING, he’s been saving up so much money. I think he suspects how I feel about him anyway. He wouldnt leave her for me.

1 day ago link #Anonymous

since you want to use tumblr as a diary which i admit is the best thing to use it for do you want to use this as an excuse to rant? <3333 hope things get better i love you

-Anonymous

Yes thank you so much I just need to rant now much right now.

Do you know I’ve actually have several unfinished ask jilys and other related artwork but I’m simply unable to finish them because of this guy? For FOUR MONTHS this guy has consumed my every thought and I simply can’t focus on anything else. I don’t think I ever even mentioned this, but I did go out like 5 times with this guy from Ok cupid. He was so sweet to me and I just… never thought about him. He would text me at work and I’d ignore it and continue staring at Chris. I’ve had many types obsessions before and they consume my soul, until something replaces it. And now I feel like the only way this obsession will end is by another amazing guy coming along and replacing him. But no other guy I’ve met in my almost 25 years of life comes close to this guy. I’ve only had two other crushes in my life (once when I was 18, and once when I was 21) and I was over them instantly. This… this I just cannot get over.

1 day ago link 4 notes #Anonymous

Are things any better than they were?

-jilylongerthanalways

No, in fact they are as bad is not worse than they ever were. The days I work with him I cannot sleep without sleeping pills. I just had dinner with him and talked a bit about his wedding with him for the first time. The rare times when his wedding has come up before I would usually clam up and not say a word. But I talked with him a little about it and now my emotions are running wild and I’m typing this text post because I don’t know how to release them. Other than screaming in my hotel room because I am 100% certifiably FUCKING INSANE over this boy. I absolutely need therapy but I just don’t know if I can face going to therapy over a guy. It’s mortifying. Sure not many people would know, but I would know. Do you know how miserable it makes me to think that this project will end and he’ll go on with his amazing life and never think of me again, but I’ll always remember him as the boy who sent me to therapy? As I look at his wedding photos on facebook?

i’m sorry followers, i just need tumblr to be my diary tonight. you may want to temporarily blacklist me. maybe if i get it all out my blog can go back to normal.

1 day ago link 9 notes #jilylongerthanalways

fourtrisce:

julvett:

allwaswell7:

"Hermione and Neville remind me so much of what we know of the friendship between Lily and Remus. Remus was very much the outsider and Lily the smart muggleborn who was always helping him when the rest rejected him."

Hermione put Neville in a full body bind but ok
 people need to stop trying to make these parallels between harry’s generation and the marauders era happen because this is nonsense

But they were just expressing that Hermione and Neville remind them of Lily and Remus

Yeah, and it&#8217;s kind of strange because the characters aren&#8217;t alike at all. Neville may have been kind of nerdy but he wasn&#8217;t nearly the rejected outsider Remus was- Hermione was really the one without any friends until Harry and Ron came along. Hermione didn&#8217;t have Lily&#8217;s looks and popularity, Remus didn&#8217;t have Neville&#8217;s unwavering bravery&#8230; like aside from the fact that Hermione is a muggleborn, I don&#8217;t see why their friendship is any more similar to Lily and Remus&#8217; than Neville&#8217;s friendship with Ginny or Luna.

fourtrisce:

julvett:

allwaswell7:

"Hermione and Neville remind me so much of what we know of the friendship between Lily and Remus. Remus was very much the outsider and Lily the smart muggleborn who was always helping him when the rest rejected him."

Hermione put Neville in a full body bind but ok

 people need to stop trying to make these parallels between harry’s generation and the marauders era happen because this is nonsense

But they were just expressing that Hermione and Neville remind them of Lily and Remus

Yeah, and it’s kind of strange because the characters aren’t alike at all. Neville may have been kind of nerdy but he wasn’t nearly the rejected outsider Remus was- Hermione was really the one without any friends until Harry and Ron came along. Hermione didn’t have Lily’s looks and popularity, Remus didn’t have Neville’s unwavering bravery… like aside from the fact that Hermione is a muggleborn, I don’t see why their friendship is any more similar to Lily and Remus’ than Neville’s friendship with Ginny or Luna.

via fourtrisce 5 days ago link 22,533 notes

allwaswell7:

"Hermione and Neville remind me so much of what we know of the friendship between Lily and Remus. Remus was very much the outsider and Lily the smart muggleborn who was always helping him when the rest rejected him."

Hermione put Neville in a full body bind but ok
 people need to stop trying to make these parallels between harry&#8217;s generation and the marauders era happen because this is nonsense

allwaswell7:

"Hermione and Neville remind me so much of what we know of the friendship between Lily and Remus. Remus was very much the outsider and Lily the smart muggleborn who was always helping him when the rest rejected him."

Hermione put Neville in a full body bind but ok

 people need to stop trying to make these parallels between harry’s generation and the marauders era happen because this is nonsense

via comealongraggedypond 5 days ago link 22,533 notes #harry potter

The worst side effect of being devastated and heartbroken all the time is the insomnia

6 days ago link 17 notes

You said the guy you work with is really short, so how tall are you?

-harrietramsey

I’m 5’4 and he must be like 5’3. Granted I’m always wearing ridiculous heels in a feeble attempt to make myself feel empowered.

1 week ago link 5 notes #short but so so handsome

why did u stop with the ask jily posts? they were amazing :)

-Anonymous

mainly because i let a boy start consuming my every thought and anything romantic started to upset me

let’s put it this way it’s hard to answer questions as james and lily when you’ve turned into snape


She started going out with him in seventh year.

(Source: funnymushroom)

via gryffindor-red 2 weeks ago link 4,260 notes #holy crap gif 6 #magic #jily